Oh how i've missed thee. Ive been neglecting you....or rather, neglecting ME. Neglecting my chosen outlet, my coping mechanism...my CREATIVITY. Neglecting my writing, my journaling and my blogging {which, may to you sound the same, but each serves it own purpose in the tapestry that is my life}
ive been stifling my voice....merely trying to process my whirlwind thoughts...
Trying to make sense....
...Of what my life was....to the changes i made...to the life i more-recently had....to the reality check i just got. Pulling apart the endlesslyMOVING thought patterns and intertwinedINQUIRIES, the jumbled up nonsense...the circus that was going on in my head. So many questions, so few answers.
Im finally back on solid ground though...i've found my bearings. After having adjusted to the drastic life changes which happened in rapid succession.
The noise in my head is starting to die down....the dust, beginning to settle. The picture is coming into focus...and my perspective is, accurately adjusted :) I see where i've gone wrong....i know what it is i have to learn - the lesson i have to successfully complete.
I am aware.
And now...today...now i embark.
No more holding it in....no more drowning in thoughts - only free love and expression abounds now...understanding ALLOWS now....SO many things.
So....many things <3
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