Let it go.....

Sometimes a person just needs to write,..

to throw reckless abandon to the wind, open the floodgates and let the emotions flow out


out of my mind, onto this screen

sighs of desperation escape from my weary soul

thoughts tumble out, faster than can be processed....


what does this all mean?
why am i being tested so?
when will it be my turn?
what am i doing wrong??

having hopes and dreams, perhaps even expectations....
wanting a desired outcome, to play beautifully
into my happily ever after

is that so wrong?

i know that i'm being tested and taught and strengthened

but the realization does not make
the reality of coping
any easier

and so, thus, i will remain
walking along this path, learning
as i go. And having faith
that i will be rewarded, when the time is right.