But i think this is probably all happening for a reason....and i am purposefully having to confront these emotions right now. I dont like it. Its too much to process, all these up~and~down feelings...in rapid succession like this. ugh.
and now i honestly dont know which way is up. Fuck, man! One day at a time, i guess. Thats how i shall proceed....
And hopefully the payoff will come...after the clarity sets in. For both of us.
Not knowing what your exact circumstances are I don't know what to say, but then even if I did know your circumstances I still probably would not know what to say.
ReplyDeleteYou are in a new home now, able to sit back and take a deep breath. It seems these are the times when the shit falls. I am also an empath and a Pisces and damn it is hard sometimes. Everything is just so fucking EMOTIONAL all the time! I mean really. Could we go one damn day without feeling so much? Well, no. But I like us and I like being emotional and wouldn't change it for anything! All we can do is indeed, one day at a time. And a good night sleep. And some meditation. And some Reiki.
Ugggghhhhh. I feel the same lately. It's horrible. I hate feeling so all over the place and unpredictable because I am having to face truths. Keep your head up lady. You will make it through this.
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Angie